Gloria Terreur - My journey through this adventure called LIFE

Rainy Tallinn Hiya! What's up guys? How was your weekend? I went to Tallinn, Estonia last Saturday for Natinuel exclusive training and got another diploma to add to my collection! Next seminar is in December! I had work yesterday also, so I haven't had a day off in about 3 weeks...Feeling a bit crazy but it keeps me focused and I don't have time to worry about stuff that really doesn't matter. It's dark and cold and wet outside and I get affected by that easily.. This time of year it is crucial for me to do my daily meditations to keep me on OK moods.. Helping my clients and making them happy is another thing to keep me good.  Positive mind = positive life! I need to share the LOVE! Every day I see people around me who are living in their ego. I don't see why should anyone think of themselves better than other. We are all one! We should love, help and cherish each other instead of hate, envy and diss.  This world is crazy and people are focusi

Hiya.. so another fresh start with life, here we go! I have begun by renting another place to do my work and finally start my training goals..I will need to take time to make my materials and stuff, and I need to move on. New place, old goals getting met. The team  is amazingly professional and so far I really, really like it. My heart still feels empty but work has always been uplifting for me, so I focus on that. I have experienced a lot of setbacks in the past weeks and I feel like life is testing me hard now but I refuse to give up. That is not an option. I am strong, I am beautiful, I am kind and I deserve the best. My new place is a beauty clinic in Helsinki. It's a new place and there is 4 of us sharing the rooms. Everybody except me is Russian, so now I have really good opportunity to practice my Russian language.  Otlitchna! Anyway, place is called NN Estetic Medical & Beauty Clinic and location is Hietalahdenranta 11A, Helsinki. Our team is the owner Natalia, w

Notes to self It's not easy to see the good in the bad but it's worth to work on it. Meditation is the key to stay in focus and keep your calm. I do 5-15 minute meditations couple of times a day. This is very important when I'm having anxiety or stress. Mediation helps me sleep better also. Breathing exercises are my favorite as they calm me in seconds. It took me a while practicing to see and feel the effects.   Negativity feeds on negativity. stress feeds on stress. Remove yourself from negative people and surroundings. Reflect positive vibrations whenever negativity is around. Help others to lift their vibes too. Try to stay in the LOVE frequency and always spread the LOVE. Love heals. Choose to be happy. Change your world by changing your thinking. Positive thinking attracts positive things. Breathe in, breathe out. It's all good. Life is great. Be thankful. Be patient. Be GOOD.  I LOVE YOU ALL.

The only thing certain in life is change. Nothing lasts forever.. Things have been complicated between me and Jesse for couple of past months and I'm sorry to say that we ended our relationship. Yeah it's sad but it's better this way.  I tired my best and it wasn't enough. I wrote about removing negativity from life to experience more positive vibes.. so that's exactly what I did. I choose to be HAPPY. We had some amazing times together but now it's time to move on.  I am happy that I have so many amazing supportive friends around me, I am happy to have a job I love so much doing, I am happy and grateful for all things in my life, because there is a reason for everything. When one door closes, another one opens. I am thankful for all things that have happened to me because it has made me who I am today. My heart hurts but this just means that I have emotions, that I care deeply.. and that's not a bad thing. Life goes on. Good things are coming.