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I need a restart

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Hiya world!! Time to write down a few note s to s elf again. Weather ha s been nice to u s on Phayam i s land. Raining only a little bit and we get s un s hine too. I gotta warn you though, I have s ome raging to let out today. Clean s e the negativity. Thing i s I am really tired of people. Like ALL people. You know the feeling „ I don’t wanna people today” ? You know I am all about LOVE. With that come s al s o LOYALTY and HONE ST Y. I am tired of people alway s complaining about s tuff and not doing anything about it to fix it. Happine ss i s a choice. Happine ss come s from YOU. If you choo s e to complain, you choo s e to be unhappy. Feeling that you are lacking s omething, cau s e s s uffering. To end s uffering you need to s top fighting again s t what wa s. Pa s t i s gone and overthinking about the pa s t i s pure non s en s e. The s ame goe s about the future. Learn to let go. Only thing you control i s how you re s pond to the life around you. It’ s OK...

6th month in.... expat life in Thailand.

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Hiya world! Whaddup? How's life been kicking you lately? For me everyday is magical.  Before I used to live for the free time I had, now all my time is technically free. I am on my way to become 100% digital nomad and have said my farewells to my old life.  I said on New Years Eve that 2018 will be EPIC and so far it has been exactly that! Who knew that when I come to Thailand for 3 week s  that I will actually stay here? I didn't plan this out at all, I decided 2 weeks before my flight back that I am staying.. But here I am,  happier than ever because I swapped luxurious but busy city life to simple and slow jungle life.  The ending of last year was tiring with my new company, went through a bad breakup and over all had big emotional changes.  Leaving my life in Finland and Europe in general  came to me easy. I have had so much shit in my life that I am done living it "a s  suppo sed" to. Nothing ...

Borderline Personality or intuitive empath?

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Hiya world!  How is life today?  So I have mentioned before, that I have BPD - Borderline Personality Disorder ( OR am I just from leveling up and am an intuitive empath who feels a little too much), how it makes my life harder on a daily basis. I have decided to write you guys about it and what has helped me to live with it. I have noticed that many people around me could u se  some of the  techniques u sed in the therapy I went trough (Dialectical Behavior Therapy), that has helped me. In my opinion BPD is one of the most difficult mental disorders that there is and not a lot of people know about it. I'm about to shed some light on thi s  topic. Hopefully this will help someone!  Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a serious mental condition with the main problem on the inability to manage emotions effectively. All feeling s go from 0 to 1000 in a nano second  and are many many time s  stronger a s it would be fo...

Back to PHUKET, fuck it...

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Yo yo yo WORLD! Whaddup? Day #4 in Penang. I woke up feeling calm and  stre s sle s s. It i s what it i s. Everyday i s beautiful. After I checked from internet that the emba s sy i s still clo sed, I started to plan my day. There i s many Hindu & buddhi st temple s here in Penang and I decided to go check some of them out and meditate. Becau se I am traveling here on a very low budget I decided to ju st walk everywhere. It' s not expensive to rent a moped, maybe 8-10€ a day but even that amount can big too big for me. After I had my coffee, I hear my inner self speaking to me.. I said to me to FLY BACK TO PHUKET TODAY and get a 30days Visa on arrival + 30 days extension. I arrived to Phuket on Tue sday at 9 pm and went to my friends bar, to stay there for some time and check out Fuckit. Clay from The S tone Bar in Kata Noi, showed me around to many cool places and if before I thought Phuket will be too busy because people told so, now I am in love with this place. M...