Gloria Terreur - My journey through this adventure called LIFE

Hiya world!  How is life today?  So I have mentioned before, that I have BPD - Borderline Personality Disorder ( OR am I just from leveling up and am an intuitive empath who feels a little too much), how it makes my life harder on a daily basis. I have decided to write you guys about it and what has helped me to live with it. I have noticed that many people around me could u se  some of the  techniques u sed in the therapy I went trough (Dialectical Behavior Therapy), that has helped me. In my opinion BPD is one of the most difficult mental disorders that there is and not a lot of people know about it. I'm about to shed some light on thi s  topic. Hopefully this will help someone!  Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a serious mental condition with the main problem on the inability to manage emotions effectively. All feeling s go from 0 to 1000 in a nano second  and are many many time s  stronger a s it would be fo...

Whaddup world?!?! How've you been? Long  Beach , Koh Phayam  It's been 10 days that I haven't written anything but I have uploaded some new videos to YouTube and also on our page on Facebook you can find new pics and more funny vids : Here's my YouTube:  Gloria Terreur YouTube and Facebook:  Pinky and The Brain in Asia So been back on this magical island in Andaman Sea for 10 days and after my first "action filled" crazy days I fell back into this slow motion island mindset... Haven't really done anything but a lot has happened... Gypsy Bar, Koh Phayam Few accidents, like always, nothing too serious tho, also got stung by a bee right under my eye!! That was really painful and my eye swell shut for few days. I have some thaistyle remedies for ya: Firstly after you get stung, put lime or lemon or vinegar on the spot. Then keep ice to reduce swelling, take antihistamine and put tiger-balm and some weird oil from a cow-like animal from the j...

Hiya! I am feeling so at peace here.. I am finally home! All I feel is LOVE everywhere! I am meditating and doing yoga every morning on the beach.. Here is some awesome pics of places seen.. What do you think?

H iya world! How are ya?  I promi sed a  small update from my fir st and apparently la st  trip to Thailand.   As you may know, I waited so long to come to come here and finally my dream came true and I'm here.. My cousin recommended to come to Koh Phayam and after 3 nights in Ko  S amui, I know that this is where I needed to come..Fir st day when I arrived , I ba sically fell a sleep at 7 pm and woke up 12h later. It wa s my  fir st proper  sleep in Thailand. After my morning coffee at Buffalo Bay vacation club, I went for a walk and local s   showed me around the i sland. Only after 3 night s here, I know that thi s i s where I'll  stay for 30 year s :D I love the  slow -mo life here.. no car s, no partie s, amazing nature!! It' s  said to be like Thailand wa s 30 year s ago.. The local people are  so amazing and I've al so met many  foreigners who have  stayed here to live.. I will let picture s  s...

Hi!  Whaadup world? How you feeling? I am feeling amazing! Last year was probably the best year of my life! My business started off well and growing nicely, my life has been much more positive, peaceful and happier than ever.. I learned a lot of things about myself and the world...Tomorrow I fly off to Thailand for 3 weeks of sun, nature, meditating and exploring ... first time in Asia!!! Whoop whoop! stay tuned for updates of my tripping ;) Me and my babysister Xmas eve 2017 

Hey world.. It' s me again.. Maybe I  should  start thi s blog more like " Dear Diary...." .. Again I have i s sue s of my inner emotion s  so I need to remind my self and maybe it will help  someone out there. You're not alone.. ;) Hi, there , Empath!!! I've written  about this couple of times already, how we shouldn't worry and just trust our intuition, do good and  spread love. Well sometimes I feel it's just impossible.. like today... I've had a  super  weird day.... I spent it at home working and I got a lot of stuff done and felt accomplished but at the same time I just felt pointle s s,  tired, frustrated, angry, stressed ... I didn't let it grow though... Before I always got stuck on negative emotions, I wa s even  holding on to them, I'd dwell on them, worry, lose sleep, feel sorry for myself and hate the world etc... I have borderline personality di sorder  but under my con...

Hey! How are you today? I wanted to write about how to be patient and keep your calm when you feel stuck in life. What helps me when I start to worry or stress about stuff. When things don't go how you want them to go, just remember, everything happens when it needs to happen. Life always has ups and downs and teaches you what you need to know before you can level up. Remember the importance of your emotions. Negative emotions create negative vibrations and so you start to create negative reality. This doesn't mean that you can't have any negative emotions, it means you shouldn't dwell on your problems. It's good to practice radical acceptance.  Everything moves all the time, hard times will pass too. Patience is the key.  Keep calm and keep doing good! Change your routine, seek advice from friends and do things you love. When you lift your mood, you change your vibes and you'll feel better. Allow things to happen, you never know what they...

Ciao! Whaddup??  I have an update...  so 8 week s in.. I stopped eating meat 2 week s ago and had it maybe twice or trice and ye sterday I actually felt di sgu sted by it. Weird thing, coz I didn't think of becoming vegetarian.. maybe even vegan.. Gotta say that I feel good. Lot' s of energy! Al so I will have more time now to do what I love! I'm gonna work with client s only 2-3 day s a week and concentrate more on writing my material s for my future. 5 week s till my vacation!! Can't wait to go explore beache s and meditate and enjoy the sun s hine and and amazing nature! I de serve my peace and quiet after thi s madne s s that life ha s been for some time. I can't empha size enough of the pure fact of how much meditation and connecting with my inner self ha s helped me! I started to meditate about 2 year s ago, when I wa s in the middle of my Dialectical Behavior Therapy for borderline per sonality. But I started to do it EVERY day minimum of 3 time s a day a...

Hi there :)  How are you doing?  I alway s say nothing in thi s world i s permanent except change. Everything i s moving all the time. It' s important to learn to embrace the change s occurring around you becau se univer se will only provide you what you attract and a lot of time s change s are ble s sing s in di sgui se. If you do what you love and it' s helping people, don't care what other s say, YOU ARE DOING GREAT! Everybody ha s unlimited po s sibilitie s to have everything they want in Life. I have alway s had i s sue s with rule s and law s that don't make sen se to me logically. For year s I have had an unhappy life becau se I didn't accept my self for who I am and tried to live up other s expectation s. I wa s the odd one. The weird one. The too emotional one. The crazy one. All the drug s that they forced on me saying it will help me to be "normal". EVERYTHING changed when I embraced my true being and accepted that I am an empath, I feel ...