Gloria Terreur - My journey through this adventure called LIFE

Hey world.. It' s me again.. Maybe I  should  start thi s blog more like " Dear Diary...." .. Again I have i s sue s of my inner emotion s  so I need to remind my self and maybe it will help  someone out there. You're not alone.. ;) Hi, there , Empath!!! I've written  about this couple of times already, how we shouldn't worry and just trust our intuition, do good and  spread love. Well sometimes I feel it's just impossible.. like today... I've had a  super  weird day.... I spent it at home working and I got a lot of stuff done and felt accomplished but at the same time I just felt pointle s s,  tired, frustrated, angry, stressed ... I didn't let it grow though... Before I always got stuck on negative emotions, I wa s even  holding on to them, I'd dwell on them, worry, lose sleep, feel sorry for myself and hate the world etc... I have borderline personality di sorder  but under my control.  Now I am able to accept all of my emotions and kno

Hey! How are you today? I wanted to write about how to be patient and keep your calm when you feel stuck in life. What helps me when I start to worry or stress about stuff. When things don't go how you want them to go, just remember, everything happens when it needs to happen. Life always has ups and downs and teaches you what you need to know before you can level up. Remember the importance of your emotions. Negative emotions create negative vibrations and so you start to create negative reality. This doesn't mean that you can't have any negative emotions, it means you shouldn't dwell on your problems. It's good to practice radical acceptance.  Everything moves all the time, hard times will pass too. Patience is the key.  Keep calm and keep doing good! Change your routine, seek advice from friends and do things you love. When you lift your mood, you change your vibes and you'll feel better. Allow things to happen, you never know what they are good for.

Ciao! Whaddup??  I have an update...  so 8 week s in.. I stopped eating meat 2 week s ago and had it maybe twice or trice and ye sterday I actually felt di sgu sted by it. Weird thing, coz I didn't think of becoming vegetarian.. maybe even vegan.. Gotta say that I feel good. Lot' s of energy! Al so I will have more time now to do what I love! I'm gonna work with client s only 2-3 day s a week and concentrate more on writing my material s for my future. 5 week s till my vacation!! Can't wait to go explore beache s and meditate and enjoy the sun s hine and and amazing nature! I de serve my peace and quiet after thi s madne s s that life ha s been for some time. I can't empha size enough of the pure fact of how much meditation and connecting with my inner self ha s helped me! I started to meditate about 2 year s ago, when I wa s in the middle of my Dialectical Behavior Therapy for borderline per sonality. But I started to do it EVERY day minimum of 3 time s a day a

Hi there :)  How are you doing?  I alway s say nothing in thi s world i s permanent except change. Everything i s moving all the time. It' s important to learn to embrace the change s occurring around you becau se univer se will only provide you what you attract and a lot of time s change s are ble s sing s in di sgui se. If you do what you love and it' s helping people, don't care what other s say, YOU ARE DOING GREAT! Everybody ha s unlimited po s sibilitie s to have everything they want in Life. I have alway s had i s sue s with rule s and law s that don't make sen se to me logically. For year s I have had an unhappy life becau se I didn't accept my self for who I am and tried to live up other s expectation s. I wa s the odd one. The weird one. The too emotional one. The crazy one. All the drug s that they forced on me saying it will help me to be "normal". EVERYTHING changed when I embraced my true being and accepted that I am an empath, I feel

Hello again world :)  How is life? Amazing, right? Or is it haaaaaard?  October has been very difficult for many empaths out there me included. But be patient,  The good times are coming! It's always darkest before the dawn. I've put so much effort in blocking other peoples negative energy and I really recommend yo do the same.  Fortunately we can control who we share our vibes with. Don't be around low energies, go to nature, do something for you.. Everybody has problems all the time. I take mine as lessons to level up. Because there is so many evil people on the planet, who try to control you in many different levels, it's important to know yourself and trust yourself and LOVE yourself. Don't listen what others say you have to be, you have to do and so on.. Man-made laws, man-made social statuses... they don't matter! You know in your heart what's right. You get what you put out! Be good and your life will be good. I am telling people about th

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Hey there! A s some of you may know, I've had some per sonal and work related i s sue s lately.. Breakup, building my bu sine s s etc. And I've been working on my self and my own thought s and feeling s a lot with meditation. I am so happy to see that it' s starting to pay off! Life i s going better day by day ! It almo st seem s like my problem s have started to solve them selve s :D I am focu sing on the good stuff and surrounding my self with people who LIFT me UP in stead of bringing me down. I am creating my stre s s-free environment. Doing thing s that bring me JOY. I am today better than I wa s ye sterday. Everyday I am bettering my self. Today I have a day off! Feel s so good after working non- stop for 23 day s !! I haven't planned anything becau se I need to ju st chill. Take some time for ME. Maybe I'm gonna do a facial for my self.. some acid peeling and microneedeling.. Clean my home, do laundry, roll a joint and watch Netflix.. Feeling calm, re

Rainy Tallinn Hiya! What's up guys? How was your weekend? I went to Tallinn, Estonia last Saturday for Natinuel exclusive training and got another diploma to add to my collection! Next seminar is in December! I had work yesterday also, so I haven't had a day off in about 3 weeks...Feeling a bit crazy but it keeps me focused and I don't have time to worry about stuff that really doesn't matter. It's dark and cold and wet outside and I get affected by that easily.. This time of year it is crucial for me to do my daily meditations to keep me on OK moods.. Helping my clients and making them happy is another thing to keep me good.  Positive mind = positive life! I need to share the LOVE! Every day I see people around me who are living in their ego. I don't see why should anyone think of themselves better than other. We are all one! We should love, help and cherish each other instead of hate, envy and diss.  This world is crazy and people are focusi

Hiya.. so another fresh start with life, here we go! I have begun by renting another place to do my work and finally start my training goals..I will need to take time to make my materials and stuff, and I need to move on. New place, old goals getting met. The team  is amazingly professional and so far I really, really like it. My heart still feels empty but work has always been uplifting for me, so I focus on that. I have experienced a lot of setbacks in the past weeks and I feel like life is testing me hard now but I refuse to give up. That is not an option. I am strong, I am beautiful, I am kind and I deserve the best. My new place is a beauty clinic in Helsinki. It's a new place and there is 4 of us sharing the rooms. Everybody except me is Russian, so now I have really good opportunity to practice my Russian language.  Otlitchna! Anyway, place is called NN Estetic Medical & Beauty Clinic and location is Hietalahdenranta 11A, Helsinki. Our team is the owner Natalia, w

Notes to self It's not easy to see the good in the bad but it's worth to work on it. Meditation is the key to stay in focus and keep your calm. I do 5-15 minute meditations couple of times a day. This is very important when I'm having anxiety or stress. Mediation helps me sleep better also. Breathing exercises are my favorite as they calm me in seconds. It took me a while practicing to see and feel the effects.   Negativity feeds on negativity. stress feeds on stress. Remove yourself from negative people and surroundings. Reflect positive vibrations whenever negativity is around. Help others to lift their vibes too. Try to stay in the LOVE frequency and always spread the LOVE. Love heals. Choose to be happy. Change your world by changing your thinking. Positive thinking attracts positive things. Breathe in, breathe out. It's all good. Life is great. Be thankful. Be patient. Be GOOD.  I LOVE YOU ALL.

The only thing certain in life is change. Nothing lasts forever.. Things have been complicated between me and Jesse for couple of past months and I'm sorry to say that we ended our relationship. Yeah it's sad but it's better this way.  I tired my best and it wasn't enough. I wrote about removing negativity from life to experience more positive vibes.. so that's exactly what I did. I choose to be HAPPY. We had some amazing times together but now it's time to move on.  I am happy that I have so many amazing supportive friends around me, I am happy to have a job I love so much doing, I am happy and grateful for all things in my life, because there is a reason for everything. When one door closes, another one opens. I am thankful for all things that have happened to me because it has made me who I am today. My heart hurts but this just means that I have emotions, that I care deeply.. and that's not a bad thing. Life goes on. Good things are coming.

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